I've to stop procrastinating being an independent girl.

I always thought it's easy asking a favor from the one you love...

After many failed attempts,

could I beg to differ that it's not an easy task.

Has being a perfectionist become a negative trait?

I don't know how to feel towards this entire issue.

Have I always been too demanding and unappreciative in your eyes?

I've tried, to put the past behind.

To be myself, to love with all my heart.

When the facts and reality came,

it was a double blow.

I am truly disappointed with myself.

I am truly angsty with where I have landed myself.

Maybe, is time I learn self-dependent.