iphone 4!

I think I'm in the process of healing
and I'm really glad (:

'Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood'

- well said -

Over the weekend, i've gotten myself an IPHONE.
Owning an iphone has been on my wishlist for the longest time,
and I'm more than happy purchasing it now
though im forseeing that price may drop in the months to come

baby has been very very sweet
accompanying me through the long wait.
he has been there for me for the 3rd time, signing/recontract my hp line.. (:
thanks baby. we've more to come.

my eyes are barely opening now.
shall continue tmrw.
and i'm god damn dead for my math test tmrw.

night.

jessica @
1.46am

dead tired.

I'm EXTREMELY tired :(
Raudah's birthday celebration at timbre arts hse was a great success!
It was a breather to me, off my work.

Having slept less than 4 hrs last night,
my eyes are almost closing now.
I wanna get up early tmr to do work again

Shall blog about stuff soon,
promise.

XD

jessica @
12.41am

CHEERS!

I completed my ACE lesson plan!!!

I MADE IT IN TIME FOR EARLY SUBMISSION!

I can't explain my joy now.
I can finally rest my mind and enjoy abit of my recess week tmrw.
Raudah 23'rd birthday celebration later at timbre (:
I'm so looking forward cuz she's one of my best best best bud in school.
I love her, as much as I can described :P
Friday and weekends will be spend mugging for my maths test,
and dating my beloved honey.
We've got tonnes of plans lined up even before we're settled with our 'hurdles'.
*haha*
that's how kanjiong and 'eggcited' we can be when it comes to having fun,
spending quality time with one another.
i love him, my baby, forever! :D

jessica @
2.25am

music lesson at 9.30am-12.30pm
piano lesson at 2pm
project meeting at 3.30pm
raudah's birthday celebration at 6pm.

what an eventful day

I completed 90% of my English lesson plan, within 2 days.
*a pat on my back*

AND
I have a whole day of tuition tomorrow :(

I'm gonna submit my assignment this friday though the deadline is monday
so that I can devote my entire weekend to baby and maths test.

smart choice, isn't it? :P

3 more days to reunion.
Time flies when we have our schedule packed.
Or perhaps, it's cuz I'm fighting against the deadlines.
*haha*

Time to hit the sack.
I'm gonna get the best 8-hour sleep.

baby, I miss you.
jiayou for your final hurdle.
you'll always do it!(:

jessica @
3.00am

ACE lesson plan is a terror!

You know the reason I take a longer time than others to complete my lesson plan
is that I don't do my readings consistently

Every single question asked, rationale stated, must be linked to course readings
where the hell can I find them?!

anyway i think i achieved quite abit tonight
satisfied with myself

i'm gonna PIA later when i wake up
complete the most crucial 20 marks portion
and hopefully the vocab part as well
then i can call it a day (:

i'm so looking forward to the wkends
especially the next
chalet with baby (:
just the two of us
i hope everything is pleasant and sweet

jessica @
2.41am

Life sucks

You know
if you were to ask me,
how's life lately

I would say,
IT SUCKS!

I have quite a bit of assignments on hand
but my mood's always dampened with happenings around.
You know this totally sucks.
I can't get things done within the deadline I set

I need to finish my EL lesson plan in 3 days.
And I only managed to finalize the text today,
two days behind time
I didn't think I had gotten hold of the best text here
because it appears harder than what a P4 kid could cope.
I don't know.
Kids are getting smarter these days.

I need to finish part (a) and (b) later when I wake up.
On tuesday, I need to finish part (c) and (d)
and finally, I need someone to proofread for me.
Quality stuff is all that matters, isn't it?

Earlier when I was really SEARCHING for a text,
I almost slaughtered/killed myself.
I can't explain how pissed I was
Especially when I see others playing games and enjoying themselves at this wee hours.
Useless souls living in the same apartment as me
How irritating can this get?
And seriously I don't think I'm 'influenced'about such behaviors
I don't really look upon those attitudes anyway

I haven't had a good sleep last weekend
There were too many heartbreaking issues to deal with
damages done to my heart, I hope it heals by the following meet-up
I hate to be in this phase of a relationship
where you have to learn to accept one another's flaw
sometimes, I asked why can't we be carved out perfectly for one another
without having to change our habit/character/mentality ?
now, what's true happiness?

I think the last time i was really happy was the day my friends celebrated my 23rd
it was sucha blast and i felt like im sucha lucky girl to have these people around
those were the days
i wish i could be somewhat near those happiness times

it's almost 4am now.
i need to get the best energized sleep in order to work thru my 40% lesson plan.

you just got to tell yourself,
you only have yourself to depend on

the only person you should love is you

it's really so hard coming to terms with what my eyes had seen
i couldnt possibly control those shattering bits of my heart

i'm not a noble girl
i dont think i can ever accept something that i have always believe in

i wish the future gets better...
like what's promised.

I quit

I officially quit Salsa to pursue Piano (at a faster pace).
(: