Communication

If only we could all see things from a different perspective each time we experience negative emotions,

If only we could all learn to forgive and forget like how the wind whirls,

If only we are this perfect...

Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

.

..

...

Yes, there's this constant fear in me that fails to subside.

I  know you will never understand,

because I've settled for a man that is nothing near the ideal man I want.

Maturity, career, education...

Where is this relationship really leading me to?

Day of disappointment

Friday, at last.

Couldn't remember when was the last time we had a date.

It's Friday, and we're supposed to meet.

But then again, unexpected situation ALWAYS happens.

There's nothing I could trust in the words given by ____.

*Sigh*

This weekend and the following week is gonna be exciting.

Can't wait for family gathering at Sentosa and USS.

People whom I can count on and trust.

How many can you really find in this world?

I'm grateful I have the most wonderful cousins and relatives in this entire world.

And I know my life's never bored with them around.

Fun-filled holidays and weekends it'll always be.

It's a pity I've to always turn them down.

not this time round (:

Guitar lesson yesterday evening was cool (:

Picking up 'Love Story by Taylor Swift'

Hope I could master by the end of the year!

Piano was per normal. 

I think I need loads of practices.

My heart isn't feeling fantastic tonight.

I think I need to sleep.

Good night and have a good friday ahead! 

I smell freedom.

Feeling really bored mugging for my last paper in Uni.

*nostalgic*

Teach to the test, learn to the test.

That's what our education is.

Can't wait for these happenings.

1. Phuket Trip

2. USS family holiday

3. Ipad purchase!

4. Meetup with Rach, Xy, ex-colleagues, dac dearies

5. Extensive guitar and piano practices

FREEDOM!

(:

Exam mood.

Havcn't been here for nearly a month; 

I guess I've almost forgotten the existence of this blog.



What have I been caught up with lately?

Other than assignments which I screwed one of it,

and an exam which I couldn't answer half the time.

My semester is screwed.

Sometimes, I think I really want someone whom I can settle down,

talk and whine, and let his words make sense in my mind.

A person who's mature and old enough to speak critically of issues that really bothers me.

Like how upset I am still over my 347 examination,

how disappointed I am with my 442 groupmates, causing all this distress now that I'm mugging for this final exam.

For a long time, I wanted to have a good talk.

It felt so long that we had one.

But I never find the time.

Or, could it be that I've already given up trying to ask for your listening ear?

Have we all become too critical of our partners, we lost the art of listening?

Too much to begin with.

Work that never ends.

*knowing someone who doesn't genuinely gives, but out of expectations and return*

it really makes my heart twitched.

:'(

warm and fuzzy little note.

I'm a superhero.

Look at the amount of jobs I hold as a lady.

AWESOME isn't it?

:)