It had been a bad day

Ihadabadwednesday.

I took a long walk home from the mrt station last night.
I needed the walk to compose my thoughts.
I was overwhelmed with sadness when bb called.

I'm lost...

I think,
is best not to expect anything from anyone anymore...

Sometimes, you just need to fall hard to the ground,
and then you'll realise that you're a fool for climbing up so high
and thought that someone would catch you when you fall.

My reply to bb's msg was short; only 3 words...
There was no reply.
I think I know the reason why.

I feel like going for a run despite my sickness.
I wanna drift away from this world.

You had been good...

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but I think,
I could be better than this...